Sunday, March 22, 2009

2 Thoughts

Tried some meditation today.  I think now is the perfect time to start making this a frequent habit. Or actually not habit, because to me a habit has the connotation of being something that is routine. This is not something you want to be necessarily routine, or just going through the motions. 
As I found myself going "deeper", for one thing I was able to achieve some moments of powerful inner peace. I did not consciously attempt to think anything. But the thoughts that did enter my mind happened to be the exact issues which I need to be facing right now. It was cool to see that my subconscious mind is working for me in a  positive way by revealing and forcing me to face those most pressing issues. To me this a powerful sign that I am successfully building myself in a positive way. 

2nd Thought. Just realized today how amazing it is that all people change and not always in the way I've expected. The friends I thought I would be close with are drifting away, and as some people turn more and more negative, I find myself having to place much less value on interacting with them, and making them less and less a part of my life, until probably they'll be phased out altogether. At the same time others who I never thought I'd keep in touch with I am now hanging out with them consistently. Once negative people have changed their character, and we are able to support each other and share the unspoken positive energy of being committed to becoming better as a person. 

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